Ahhh. . . I hate food

So. . . if you haven't had a food addiction, I guess you won't understand this post and you can just stop reading now. The thing is. . . I LOVE food. I have always loved food. When I'm upset, angry, happy, sad, bored, etc. . . I use food as a drug. It's been very effective, except that it got me up to 370 freakin' pounds!! The surgery has been great because I have been afraid to try things with sugar in them; however, I started to experiment with those little dang goldfish crackers. Talk about addicting. They're cute, cheesy, tasty, crunchy, and they have a smile on them!! I originally bought them to use while hiking, but they kept sneaking out of the cupboard and jumped into my mouth. So. . . I'm now back off carbs entirely again. Today was my first day on all protein again and I am pleased that I was able to do it. I craved all afternoon!! It's insane!! Is it possible that they could be evil???